Had almost no sight of God this morning. Finally after prayer, reading, and meditation, was able to call out to God for pity and mercy. Was grateful to have a sense of the depths of my sins before the Almighty. Now, later in the day, I feel like have walked with the Lord to some small extent. Yet, looking back over my own words that I have written from days before I feel very different from the man who is glorifying God in many of those posts.